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I am a narcissist

Bipolar Disorder

Oct 16 2016, 11:39
  • Bonkrzz1018 Newbie

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    I am a narcissist. I don't know how to go about getting help or tips on this. I am controlling, lost in myself and ruining my relationship. It may be dead already. I don't notice when I don't think of others or hurt others. That or I ignore it. I've ruined every relationship shop I've had because of this. I can't socialize because of it. It's difficult for me to not get lost in a depression. I don't want to be like his. I loath myself and get to the point of not wanting to exist anymore. I talk down to hose I love most and I really don't mean to. I don't know how to ask questions about others or have empathy. I'm starting to wonder if I can even truly love. I despise myself most days and cannot handle Critisism well from those I c are about. Communication is difficult for me in person maybe because it's hard for me to be real. Any tips would help, it's difficult for me to even explain it all. I just feel so lost. I need help but don't know how to go about it. I don't want to hurt people anymore. I don't want to be selfish anymore. I want to care for others an out them first. I just don't know how. I feel like a monster. My rage, insecurities, and ego get the best of me. I don't know what to do anymore.

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