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Diagnosed Aspergers Syndrome Lost

Anxiety & Panic Disorders

Jun 7 2014, 14:43
  • Chelsea Newbie

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    I found out a little while ago that I was misdiagnosed as having PTSD and I really have Aspergers Syndrome. I feel so lost right now as though my entire life has been a lie. I didn't know what was wrong with me and tried to be normal and respond to people like they wanted me to, but I couldn't ever do anything right and now I know why. But that doesn't ease the pain of having been so angry for so long, not wanting to face the fact that I was somehow just a "Bad" person, when in reality I have a legitimate problem. And now I don't know where to go. I mean my entire family hates me for being a hellish child and I have no friends, I was too eccentric to keep any. I'm so overwhelmed I could just tear my hair out since my nails are all bitten off already! I just wish someone could make me normal, help me understand what I'm missing, but that's never going to happen. I hate the world, I hate the fact that I don't know how to be social, I hate that I can't keep a job, and that I have to overanalyze everything just to understand it and in the end never understand anything really. I just wanted to be a normal person, was that really too much to ask?

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